LIES

I was prepared to feel awful. I was prepared for this pregnancy to be totally different.

It isn't. I am different. I don't exercise as much. i am more stressed in some ways, less in others. i am carrying around a 27 pound worm with me most places I go, but the preganancy, it isn't much different.

i feel okay. not too tired. I eat like a dawm horse. I want lots and lots of hamburgers.

i eat a lot of salami, something I didn't let myself have before.

so. Not much different, maybe my babies will be the same as well. Wouldn't that be a blessing. My friends would hate that I had two angel babies right in a row. Propped up for all to see how genetics blessed me.

until they became a toddler.